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somethingsomethingtogetintoyourpants.
there is a girl that’s on mind,
and my feelings for her are so refined,
with the bond we share,
for us not to be together it’s unfair.
we’ve gotten through thick and thin,
and with everything that has been,
we still manage to pick each other up when we fall.
with the most beautiful heart and soul,
you seem to make me whole.
when i am without you,
i am missing you with everything i do.
i hope that we can be together,
because i could use a change of weather,
where its all sunshine and no rain,
and no more pain.
i need her more there ever,
for my every future endeavour,
with a world that seems more brighter,
and the realtionship we’ll have will be alot tighter.
<3
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first production. feelin a lil bit dark. advice/criticism PLEASE!
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first ever project. feedback please?
i always had a strong love for techno music and thought that becoming a DJ would make me love it more. honestly it’s got me hating it more and more.
this is the end.
fuck you Melbourne music scene. fuck you talent less wannabees.
lovehatelovehate.
i can’t act like you didn’t mean anything.
i can’t act like i don’t miss you.
i can’t act like i’m okay that you’re gone.
i know i have to be strong.
i know that i have to let you go.
i know that i did all that i could to give us a chance.
i don’t regret speaking up about how i felt.
i don’t regret the time we spent together.
i don’t regret trying to make things right.
i know that you’re somewhere else and that i’m too much of a burden.
good riddance and i wish you well.
life only gives lucky ones, one chance.
i gave you two, and you broke my heart twice.
i just can’t win.
journals for her 3
8/10/11
I don’t know where I’ve really been for the last 6 months.
Too much has happened and I have just let it all slide.
- I’ve lost friends.
- Wasted alot of money.
- Put on weight.
- Lost my girlfriend.
I don’t even know where to start, but I guess it will be what has been on my mind most lately.
You were my heart for as long as I can remember.
You were the one shining light in my life.
You were the one girl that was so different to all the rest that I’ve ever encountered.
You were the girl that gave me the spark, helping me love again.
You were the girl that gave me so much joy to be with.
I’ll always remember you for the things that you did for me.
You were so gentle and loving in your heart and soul.
I absolutely adored you with everything that I had because, you were you.
You made me so unbelievably happy in the times I needed someone most.
You always gave me a reason to smile and continue venturing on through lifes tough situations.
You were the one person that always knew if I had something on my mind, and you always did your best to try and change it.
You were the only person that has ever looked at me, and made me like I was the world to them.
You were my shoulder to cry on when I was sad.
You were the only person that ever really listened and understood me.
You were the only girl that has ever cleared there plans just to see me, because we missed each other.
You were the number one girl to be around.
I’ll always miss the way you would lay with me all day without a care in the world.
I miss the days knowing that it would be you picking me up from work, so i could be in your arms.
I miss being missed by you, and I miss being able to miss you, but being able to see you.
Time sometimes felt like eternity between being able to see you.
It sucks where we have ended up…
I was so angry for so long over it and never took the time to think that we could have avoided everything and stayed happy or even compromised things before it got to the end.
I can’t even believe I’m writing this after how you hurt me… But I guess I’ll never be able to forget you.
You were the world to me.
the moon, the stars and the galaxy.
We had the best of memories together and I just wish you were here right now so we could forget the past and move on together.
You certainly changed me, you made me a better person and pushed me on for the bigger and better things in life.
No matter what, I will always miss you and have a spot in my heart for you.
10/10/11
I remember a time where the only thing on my mind was you.
You were the only girl that ever cared as much for me, as what I did for you.
You made me feel like I was invincible at times that I was about to hit rock bottom.
The times when I had nothing to do, you always surprised me how you would always be there to keep me company.
You never did anything with any objection because I knew that you wanted me around you every chance you could.
In a sense I’ve always felt like a lonely soul in the world, but with you, two souls had collided and became one.
I feel so helpless right now, thinking about you and what we could have been.
I know I always shunned you when it came to marriage and kids, but in the back of my mind I always knew you’d be the perfect person to share that with.
I looked forward to each and everything that we ever planned.
We had the best of times when our plans came to light and we always talked about expanding upon them.
I admired that you were a dreamer because I myself, I am like that too.
If it didn’t happen today, then it certainly could happen tomorrow.
Yet another day goes past and I still don’t have you back here by my side.
I can’t help but think that you’ve moved onto bigger and better things.
I always wonder if I crossed your mind, like you do mine.
My life is incomplete without you.
22/10/11
I keep thinking about her. It gives me the shivers knowing that she could be laying in her bed all alone and lonely. This affects me as much as the damage she did by leaving. But without her… I’m lost!
I can still remember that things that worried her and it gets my blood boiling. Just to know a man tried rape you makes me so angry.
Even worse is meeting him face-to-face and knowing that my business can be ruined by the pleasure of my fist meeting his face.
As I continue to battle through my crazy life, I wish you were here to guide me just as you always did.
Just to hear your voice would make me melt inside, but knowing that it wouldn’t be saying the words I want to hear, would tear my heart out as you’ve already done to me.
I’m still so angry about you leaving me.
I’m still bitter of the fact it was by text.
I’m still heartbroken…
I wish for so many reason we could go back to the very first moment we met and live off the high we both received from it.
If I could do it all again, I wouldn’t wait a second.
That face that glowed, that smile that showed so much joy, the personality that overwhelmed me and the fact that I knew you were so beautiful is all I can remember from the day.
It gave me the sense that I was onto a winner.
I wasn’t too wrong about that.
No one in a very long in a very will amaze me like you did.
Knowing that there is no one that can compare to you makes me feel like a very lonely man.
I guess there is only one gorgeous girl like you and…
I MISS YOU SO MUCH!
You would never understand how much I do..
4/12/11
Shivers are running down my spine and I can’t sleep.
I finally spoke to you for the first time in months on the 2/12/11.
It’s so hard knowing that I had alot of what I really want, and I let it go.
My mind couldn’t be more cluttered at the moment and you have become omnipresent in it.
After seeing our love for Jersey Shore written in a book last week, cut me a little deep knowing that I didn’t have someone like you in my life.
I can’t even begin to put into words how much I miss you.
You meant the world and more to me.
cutiepiekatie asked: you're amazing and your such a great friend and you have always have been here for me and i know you always will be :) thank you for putting up with my shit so far lol :) <3
No worries babe
